Poems & Lyrics

Forgive me

Forgive me
 

You were the one who raped my heart

You were the one who tore my soul apart

You were the one who made me cry

You were the one whose fault it may be when I die
 

I was the one who was raped

I was the one who was torn apart

I was the one who cried

I am the one who is about to kill herself
 

You make me shake with anger

You make me shiver with fear

You make me cry

You make me kill myself
 

I hate to shiver

I hate to cry

I don't want to be myself anymore

I don't want to be here anymore

This is not the place to be any longer for me

I hate this place

This is where I cried

This is where my soul died

This is where my heart died

I want to leave

I don't want to be here

I will leave as soon as possible

I will leave into a better live

I hope so...but I won't know until I haven't tried

So I say 'Sayonara, mother'

I will leave...and I hope we can be friends someday

But for now it is better if you leave me alone

Because I don't want to rape your heart or tear your soul apart

Forgive me, mother
 

And still shaking, shivering and crying I leave...

...but I haven't killed myself
 

© S. Rabe 25.08.2005 22.45