For the one you love   von Danni
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Disclaimer: Sehr kurz, sehr schwachsinnig und ENGLISCH. War ne Hausaufgabe für
meinen LK... na ja, wer's lesen will ^__^''



For the one you love

He usually woke at 6 o'clock in the morning. Today it was nearly 7 when someone
knocked at his door. 
"Hey, stand up already!" the one in front of the door shouted. 
He carefully rubbed his eyes so he would completely wake up and evade his
drowsiness. Stepping out of bed he suddenly had to yawn. Once, twice, three
times. He definitely knew he hadn't have enough sleep this night - hardly four
or five hours - but there was no way back. Well, just falling backwards on his
bed and closing his eyes was everything to do. But he had hardly ever done this
before so he couldn't just start with it now. He had to stand up and make
himself ready, it was to do his often upsetting duty after all. And he knew
there was someone who would probably be really angry at him if he didn't stand
up. Someone he'd never let down. That someone who had to wake him almost every
day because he frequently had some kind of "Leave me alone! I just want to
sleep"-syndrome.
He was soon in the bathroom and watched himself in the mirror.
"Sometimes I just don't know whether this is really me or not!" he wondered.
It was the same question he always asked himself in the morning. A pale, skinny
boy was looking at him from inside the mirror, noticing any single detail of his
face - even every bit of tiredness that tried to invade his head and would
immediately be shown on his face. He was still tired but this invasion never
really happened though, for he was the one controlling his body, wasn't he?
Seldom happened it he lost control over his body, it was merely a weakness he
did not want to confess. Normally he tried to suppress his weaknesses and he
rarely lost those battles within. In times he lost those battles he did not talk
to anybody. Being around him meant your death. He would shout at you all the
time and he would also swear a lot and curse you. Sometimes he even ran amok and
hit anyone who came near him. It was almost impossible to stop him when he once
started and even his someone could not feel save and had to endure a lot while
trying to calm the boy. The boy really hated those feelings and always felt bad
especially when his someone had to suffer them. And every time such a phase was
over he promised himself to never ever do it again - but it never worked until
now.
And although he did not have such a phase today, he promised himself to never
ever do it again. He had to change. Somehow and someday. For the one he loved
and who always stood by him.

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