Not as planned - Dabi and Hawks   von Puraido
                                 (A/B/O Verse)
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                                  Kapitel 1: 
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Dabi looked around in the house. It was fairly big, he felt really uncomfortable
here, like on a presentation plate. Nervously he bit his lower lip. The living
room was huge, the kitchen was huge, everything was just huge. He was visibly
tense, everything was so open.

Keigo was next to him, his feathers rustled slightly as his wings moved.
“Well, that’s my home” he said, after clearing his throat.

“It’s big …” Dabi mumbled, he curled his hands into fists and trapped
some fabric of his shirt with that action.

“Yeah, it is. But it is also safe. It has security cameras everywhere. The
windows are bullet proved et cetera. And I got a spare bedroom, there you can
live.”

Keigo reached out to lay his hand on Dabi’s shoulder, but the villain flinched
back. He looked to the ground. Keigo observed him, Dabi was even tenser now.
“I’m sorry” the winged hero muttered. “Follow me, I’ll show you
around.”

Dabi nodded and walked behind Keigo, his hands were over his small belly and he
caressed it to calm himself down.

They entered a blank bedroom, it was Keigo’s guest room. There was a blanket
and a pillow neatly placed on the bed, but that was it, no other decorations,
just the bed, a big closet a mirror and an armchair in the corner, next to the
bed was a nightstand as well. “I’ll buy you some stuff in the future, but I
didn’t expect a guest” Keigo said, he turned towards Dabi.

“Doesn’t matter, I … I’m going to bed, I’m tired.”

“Alright … I’m next door if you need anything.” The hero mustered his
new roommate. Dabi nodded. He waited until Hawks had left the room. He looked
around, but there was really nothing here. He huffed a little and walked to the
second door in the room. It was a bathroom. Good to know, if he had to throw up,
he wouldn’t have to walk very far.

He was still rubbing over his belly. He exhaled shakily and walked over to the
bed. He kicked his shoes off and the coat and lay back on the bed. He was
shaking, as he stared at the ceiling. He was gone … he was away from the
League of Villains.

These thoughts overwhelmed him. He was away … He didn’t have to see them any
longer! He was away … gone, just like that … He could feel the blood pooling
out under the burned skin. He couldn’t believe it yet. This seemed too easy!

He rolled to the side and pulled the blanket over his body. He pulled it even
over his face. The bed was gigantic and he felt slightly unsafe in it. He made
himself as small as possible and tried to stop the shaking of his body.

His burned hand reached for the scent blockers on his neck, he peeled them off.
He hopefully wouldn’t need them anymore.

Exhausted, Dabi closed his eyes. He really tried to sleep, but he was still too
much on edge. He had really trouble to calm down enough. The shaking started
again and it kept him awake. More bloody tears ran over his cheeks.

 

Keiko walked over to the living room, he sat down on the couch and looked up at
the ceiling. He sighed exhausted. What was he getting into? This could break him
the neck when someone found out that he was hiding a villain.

He pinched the bridge of his nose. Goddamn, why did he say yes? He wasn’t
really close to the villain, they had worked together while Hawks had spied on
the League, but that was the full extend of their relationship.

How should he proceed now? He had to get some stuff for Dabi too, some normal
cloths, especially maternity cloths. Maybe some blankets? Hygiene products for
sure … He wasn’t sure what a pregnant omega needed. He never had the time to
think about stuff like that.

He bit his bottom lip and exhaled deeply. His wings moved a little. How would
the rest of the pregnancy go? What if Dabi had to go see a doctor? Was he seeing
a doctor in the first place? What could they do? He didn’t know and that drove
him crazy. And he couldn’t ask someone how all of that went down, no one could
know about Dabi …

Hawks stood up and flapped his wings a few times, he started to pace through the
room. What could he do? He needed some kind of doctor for Dabi, he needed
clothing and other products for him. He would ask him first, how he handled
himself before in regards of the doctor. He clicked his tongue. He grimaced and
walked over to the kitchen.

It was still relatively early in the morning. He decided to make something to
eat, he wondered if Dabi would want something too. He sighed, he didn’t even
knew what Dabi liked in the first place.

He was in the middle of making breakfast, when he heard sounds out of Dabi’s
room. He furrowed his brows and took the pan from the stove, before he walked
over. He knocked on the door, but Dabi didn’t answer him. Carefully he opened
the door and stuck his head in. He saw Dabi rolled up in the bed. He could see
the shivering of the blanket. The villain moved and he whimpered.

Keigo entered the room and walked over to the bed. “Hey, Dabi!” carefully he
touched him by the shoulder. Dabi immediately sat up straight in bed. He was
breathing heavily. “Hey, hey, hey! Calm down, everything’s alright.” He
patted Dabi’s back.

The villain needed a few seconds to calm down, he looked around the room
frantically and suddenly he jumped out of the bed and ran to the bathroom. He
rushed to the toilet before he started to vomit.

Hawks frowned a little but ultimately was behind him after a few seconds.
Didn’t exactly knew how he should proceed, Dabi didn’t like to be touched.
So he waited until it was over and gave him afterwards a glass of water.

“Is it better now?” Keigo asked.

Dabi took the water and cleared his mouth from the puke. He looked over to
Keigo. “Thanks … b-but don’t touch me, I don’t like that.”

“Sorry” Keigo mumbled.

Dabi flushed the toilet and put down the lid, before he sat down. He was again
rubbing over his belly. “I fear this will happen more often. It’s pretty
bad.” He warned the hero.

“No problem, it happens.” Hawks cleared his throat. “Uh, I was preparing
breakfast for myself, do you want anything?”

“Anything but fish, I hate fish” Dabi grimaced.

“Okay, than I’ll make more, I’ll call you when I’m done, okay?”

“Sure.”

 

Keigo went back to the kitchen and proceeded to make the breakfast, scrambled
eggs with chicken and rice.

After he was done, he put it into two bowls and called out for Dabi. It took the
villain some time but eventually he appeared. He sat down opposite of Hawks.

They ate in silence for a while, but eventually, Hawks began to speak. “So,
let’s talk about some stuff.”

“Great …”

“Oi, that’s part of the deal! You promised to tell me stuff.”

“Yeah, yeah. So, what do you want to know?”

“First of all I want to know stuff about you.” Dabi lifted his eyebrows at
that. “Do you see a doctor of any kind?”

“Nope, I didn’t want anyone to know about. Besides, it’s not that I could
just walk up to a doctor’s office and get an appointment. And I don’t know
any midwife who works in the underworld” he sighed in frustration.

Hawks clicked his tongue. “We have to find you a doctor. You need to go to
check-ups.” Hawks pushed the now empty bowl away and placed his elbows on the
table, he lifted his arms and supported his chin on this intertwined fingers.

“Good luck in finding one …” Dabi looked to the side.

“I’ll hear around, there must be someone who can help, if not I have to pay
someone to keep their mouth shut” he pursed his lips.

“Do what you want, I didn’t need a doctor before.”

“Are you not worried about her? You came all the way to me, to keep her save,
and now you say you don’t need a doctor?”

The villain looked down on the table. His hand caressed his stomach again. “I
… I don’t know. I just don’t believe that any doctor would be willing to
help me” he murmured. “I’m honestly not used to people helping me.”

Keigo clenched his jaw, when he heard that, he observed Dabi. The villain was
still slightly shaking. “What happened?”

Dabi stiffened after hearing that question. He stared on the table and
couldn’t move.

Hawks raised his eyebrows and tilted his head slightly. “I … I don’t want
to talk about it. I can talk about that alpha bitch. That’s what you want to
know right?” Dabi looked up, his turquoise eyes stared into Keigo’s golden
ones.

“Sure, go ahead.”

“Well, this bitch showed up a couple of weeks ago. She talked with …
Shigaraki. I don’t exactly know what they said, since they left the room, but
ever since she appeared, he’s all over her.”

Keigo was surprised. “Hmpf, never guessed Shigaraki was the type to fawn over
someone? I mean …”

“No, you’re right” Dabi answered quickly. “He’s usually not. But she
had this aura of power surrounding her. And she stank after money. She looked
rich as fuck, maybe that’s why. You know, the League needs money.” Dabi
murmured.

“Huh, that is surprising. Not enough shady business?”

“That’s not fucking funny” Dabi growled. “He made us do so many odd
jobs, before he was bitten that is. Afterwards the money got real tight. Nobody
cared to take on shitty jobs.”

“So, he’s on good terms with her, because she got money? How does Darleen
look like? I’ve not seen her properly, she was the only one that did not had a
clear mug shot by the police.”

Dabi exhaled. “She has long white hair and eerie ice blue eyes.” He furrowed
his brows when he thought about her. “She’s about … thirty? Give or take.
She has pristine skin, she radiates dominance. Her whole appearance it screams
authority figure. She knows exactly what she does. She’s long in the business
…” Dabi stopped for a while.

“She examined me, when I first met her. I think she instantly knew that I was
pregnant. She has this … predatory look on her face. But she doesn’t like
omegas. She treated me and Toga like we were her servants … well, more slaves.
She snapped her finger at us and she got agitated when we didn’t comply. She
had no trouble using alpha commands on us.” Dabi paled at that memory.

“She said that Shigaraki had some stubborn little pets. He should keep us on a
shorter leash.” Hawks could hear the bitterness in the villain’s voice.

He was shocked when he listened to Dabi. Seeing omegas as pets? From which
century was this woman? It was forbidden to treat omegas as mere pets for over
twenty years now.

“God, that sounds terrible” Hawks mumbled.

“It was …” Dabi gulped. He pressed the back of his hand against his mouth.
“’scuse me.” He sprang off the chair and ran back to the bathroom. Hawks
looked after him, he heard the retching sounds from the bathroom.

He exhaled deeply and got up as well. He collected the dishes and brought them
to the dishwasher. He cleaned the rest of the kitchen, before he walked over to
his room. He opened his drawer and pulled out some old blankets, a very old and
way too big sleep shirt, some sweatpants and socks. He brought them over to
Dabi’s room.

“I got you some cloths and some more blankets.” He informed him. He stayed
away from the bathroom this time. “I’m in my room, you can wake me, if
something’s up.” Waited for an answer but Dabi said nothing.

He returned to his room and closed the door. He changed into his sleep clothing
and hopped into his nest. He sat there for a while, criss-cross applesauce and
he stared at the other wall of his room. This Darleen woman sounded absolutely
terrible. They had to find her as soon as possible. Alphas with that type of
world view were absolutely dangerous …

 

Dabi returned to his room again, he saw the pile of blankets. He changed into
the new clothes and then took a look at the other items. He pursed his lips and
looked around the room. This bed was so massive … He didn’t like it one bit.
He felt so helpless in it.

Sighing, he walked over to the closet. He opened and inspected it. The ground
was even, nothing in the way. Good! He took all the blankets and the pillows he
had and brought them over to the closet. He placed them at the bottom and
started to prepare a nest for himself. It took him a while but eventually he was
happy, he made it as good as he could with the materials he had. He walked in
and sat down, he closed the doors from the inside. He wrapped himself in the
blankets and closed his eyes. He felt much safer now than in the big open bed.
He could finally find some sleep.



                                  Kapitel 2: 
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Hawks woke up the next day, he let out a big yawn and flapped his wings a little
bit. He just sat in the bed and tried to find motivation to get up. He looked to
the side and reached out for the Endeavor plushie. He grabbed it and hugged it.
He had a meeting with him tomorrow, today he had a day off.

He exhaled deeply and looked at the plushie in his lap. “What the hell am I
doing? I should tell you … Damn” he rubbed his eye with the palm of his
hand. He pressed the plushie to his chest once again. “Goddamn …”

After a while he got up and sorted his nest a little. He carefully placed his
plushie back on its place. He flapped with his wings again and stretched.

He hugged himself for a moment before going to the bathroom. He got ready and
after that he went to Dabi’s room. He knocked but no answer. He waited a few
seconds before he opened the door.

His heart dropped for a moment when he saw, that the bed was empty. “Dabi?”
he called out. He looked into the bathroom but he wasn’t in there. He called
again.

The closet door opened a little. “What?” a grumpy voice echoed. Hawks sighed
in relief.

“There you are.” He walked over to the closet, but Dabi growled when he was
about to open the door. Immediately Hawks took a step back. He didn’t want to
intrude Dabi’s space, he had clearly built his nest inside the closet. “What
are you doing in there?”

“Bed’s too big, I don’t feel comfortable in it” he murmured.

“Ah, I understand. Uh” he cleared his throat “do you want anything for
breakfast?”

Dabi shook his head. “No … I’m not hungry.”

“Alright, you know where the fridge is, you can always make yourself
something.” Hawks squatted down in front of the closet. “I will be out
today. I try to find a doctor for you, do you need anything else? Clothing?
Blankets? Or do you want to online shop for stuff?”

“Just bring anything, I don’t care that much. Maybe some pullovers.”

“Alright, I got’cha.” With that Hawks carefully closed the door and left
the room. He made himself breakfast and sat down and ate. He browsed his phone
and looked through his contacts. There had to be someone who could help him.

He looked at Endeavor’s number for a few seconds, before he scrolled further
down. No, he couldn’t tell him.

After he finished his meal, he put the dishes in the dishwasher and headed out.
Maybe he really had to bribe someone …

 

Hawks walked through the large city, still captured in his inner conflict, he
went into a store. He walked over to the blanket section. He would look for the
most necessary things for Dabi first – aside from the doctor.

He looked over a few blankets, and found one with lots of baby chicks on it.
Smiling, he grabbed it, if Dabi didn’t want it, he would take it. He looked
around a little bit more and he found two other cute blankets with matching
pillows. He grabbed them and placed them in the basket.

His wings rustled, when he saw an Endeavor pillow. It was a brand new one, with
his new hero costume. He exhaled and grabbed it. He really needed that!

Keigo walked over to the pullover section. He browsed some of the stands. He
came across more Endeavor merch, he really had to hold back, no, he didn’t
need stuff like that! Nope! He sighed and grabbed a dark blue and orange
pullover that was designed after his hero costume. He couldn’t wear it because
of his wings, but it would fit into his nest. He pursed his lips and thought if
it would be weird to ask Endeavor to scent it. It would definitely be weird!

But he wasn’t here to shop for himself! Nope, he needed to focus on stuff for
Dabi. He wondered what he would like … Nothing with heroes for sure.

He browsed a little bit more and decided to pick some plain black pullovers. If
Dabi wanted something specific he could have said so!

Keigo walked over to the register. The woman gave him a friendly smile while
scanning his items and bagging them in two different bags. Hawks quickly paid
and left the shop. Okay this was done … now a doctor …

He walked through the city again, he stopped to look up to one of the big TV
Monitors. They announced an upcoming MMA tournament. He pursed his lips, when
they introduced some of the fighters. The former champion ‘Roo’ would
finally compete again. Roo had taken a two years break after losing his title to
the by now undefeated Alpha competitor Goose. She was one of a kind and Hawks
liked her, because of her goose like appearance. At least he knew what he would
watch the oncoming nights. He was so happy to know that she would compete
again.

After the broadcast was over he continued his way. From time to time he helped
civilians or took pictures with them, even tough it was his day off. He signed
an autograph for a girl and a small boy asked him, if he could touch his
feathers. Hawks smiled and allowed it.

He eventually sat down in a small café. It was noon by now and he could take a
little break. He really liked the café, it had a quiet and calming ambience and
the personnel was really nice and sweet.

The waitress came to his table, big bright smile on her face, she seemed to be
new, he never saw her before. “Hello, my name is Hiko, what can I do for you,
sir?” she asked. Her light brown hair was in a somewhat messy, but cute bun
and the uniform fit her body shape perfectly. She had friendly blue eyes. She
seemed to be an omega, but Hawks had honestly trouble in identifying her
secondary gender, she had a scent of roasted almonds and cinnamon.

“Oh, I’ll take a coffee, black, and uh, hm, the chiffon cake looks good.”

“Right away, sir” with another smile, she excused herself and went to the
counter to get the coffee and the cake.

She returned a few minutes later and placed Hawks’ order on the table.
“Enjoy your cake, sir.”

Hawks returned her smile and thanked her. He picked up the fork and started to
eat. The cake was really good!

Out of habit, he listened to the few other people that were in the café, the
conversations were mostly irrelevant to him. Just a bunch of normal people
talking about normal stuff that wasn’t of his concern.

He sat in the café for about thirty minutes, before he called Hiko over.
“I’d like to pay” he told her.

“Of course, sir, right away.” She took his plate and coffee mug and brought
them to the back, after that she readied his bill.

“Here, sir” she handed it to him and Hawks gave her the amount, plus tip.

“Here, you can keep the rest.” He smiled.

Her own smile got even brighter. “Thank you sir, this is too kind” she
looked like she wanted to say something.

“Is something up?” Hawks asked her, he tilted his head.

“Uh, well, sir, it might sound unprofessional, but could I take a picture with
you? I’m a big fan.” She blushed slightly and looked embarrassed to the
ground.

“Of course you can! I’m happy to take a picture with you.” Hawks patted
her forearm slightly, to reassure her that everything was fine.

“Thank you, I just grab my phone. Be right back.” She quickly left and
returned moments later with her phone. Hawks eyes widened, when he saw her phone
case.

“Oh my god, I like your phone case!” a smile spread over his face.

She held the phone towards him to show him the case. It depicted Endeavor, it
seemed to be fan art but it looked absolutely amazing. “Why, thank you. I drew
it myself. I’m quite the Endeavor fan since I was a child.”

“What a coincidence! Me too! And you drew this? That’s amazing art!” He
praised her.

“This really means a lot, thanks!” She smiled and moved next to Hawks, she
opened the camera app and cautiously placed an arm around his shoulder. Hawks
pulled her closer. She took a few pictures, before she let go.

“Thank you again, Hawks, it was nice to meet you.” She smiled at him.

“No problem, Hiko” he squeezed her hand, before he grabbed his bags and left
the café. He had no problem with fan service, especially when the people were
nice. His mind went crazy, he should have asked her for some contacts, he wanted
to check her art out. The Endeavor picture on her phone case was too damn hot.
Maybe she had more?

He had to admit, that he looked for spicy fan art of his favorite hero almost on
a daily basis, especially during his heat. He really wished he could go into one
of the dakimakura shops and just get one, but this would be really weird.

Before his mind could wander of in more dirty terrain, he focused on his task of
finding a doctor.



                                  Kapitel 3: 
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Dabi sat in the darkness of the closet. He hugged himself deeper into the
blanket. His mind was running wild. It was shortly after Hawks had left the
house that it started. He knew, that he was completely alone now, Hawks wasn’t
in the house … What if Shigaraki and the rest came here?

No! No, they wouldn’t find him, not here in the safety of his new nest!
Hawks’ address wasn’t public knowledge, so there was no way that he would
find him!

But still, his mind couldn’t rest. This was all so new to him, he didn’t
need to sleep with one eye open. He could relax! No one was here to harm him!
But what if they came, when he closed his eyes?

What if he found him, here in this small closet? He wouldn’t have the space to
dodge him! His skin was crawling with the memory of his hands on his body. How
they touched him everywhere. A once careful touch turned violent.

Dabi felt the bile rising up in him and he quickly opened the door and sprinted
over to the bathroom. He retched and made it to the toilet in time before he
started to vomit. It took a while before he calmed down. He sat down next to the
toilet, his body was shaking. Blood was leaking out of the patches from under
his eyes.

He tried to control his breathing, but it wasn’t easy. He tried to stop
thinking about him. Why was it coming up all of a sudden? He thought he was done
with thinking about that … He was over it, he told himself over and over and
over again. What’s done is done. Thinking about it, wouldn’t change
anything! But … why couldn’t he stop?

Dabi pulled his legs up to his body, as good as he could, and wrapped his arms
around them. Why was his body still shaking, every time the memory of that night
came up? Why was it coming up anyways? He was done with it!

It was his own weakness that had caused this incident in the first place. He was
weak, that’s why he couldn’t stop him. How could he? Shigaraki was a prime
alpha after all. He wasn’t meant to stop him. He gritted his teeth, he just
had to accept it. He was just a weak little omega …

Omegas were supposed to obey their alphas, to make them happy. It didn’t
matter how they felt, they weren’t important … he shook his head violently.
No! Those were just the toxic words of that woman!

But it must be true, ever since she came, he had changed. His views on omegas
had changed. “Stop it” Dabi murmured. He didn’t want to think of him. He
felt how his body got colder, it happened frequently, when ever the thoughts of
that night came back to his mind. Dabi’s breathing got heavier and his hands
wandered in his black hair.

Dabi pushed himself up to his feet and he turned on the shower, he undressed as
quickly as he could and then he walked in the hot water stream. Still, his body
was violently shaking from the cold. He leaned against the wall and slid down to
the ground again. He made himself small again, it didn’t help against the
shaking though.

His neck was itching around the bite mark. He knew that he wasn’t supposed to
scratch it, he tried his best not to. He saw droplets of blood mixing with the
shower water.

He had tried to hide it for so long, all the months where he was still with the
league. He couldn’t let them see a thing. He wouldn’t tell them what fucking
bothered him. They weren’t that close. Besides, they all listened to Shigaraki
… And he didn’t want him to know.

So he did his best to act normal around them – if not even colder and crueler
than before. He poured his rage and hatred in his actions and he killed a bunch
of people. It was fine as long as his stomach was still flat, as long as he
didn’t knew.

Dabi leaned back against the wall, stretching his legs. His hands wandered over
his small bump. But then, he noticed it. He noticed the change in his body, and
he was scared to death. He begged that this wasn’t true. He couldn’t be …

He bought a pregnancy test in the pharmacy and he went to his home, it was the
longest two minutes of his life, but eventually the strip turned blue –
positive. His already broken world crumbled even more. What was he supposed to
do now? He couldn’t raise a pup in a world like this …

He had burned the strip to ashes, none of them could know! He had to find a way
out! Did he even want the pup? It was conceived in so much pain and hatred …
But what choice did he have? He couldn’t see a doctor! He was an A-Rank
villain!

His hands wandered over his stomach, the hot water was still running over him.
After that incident he had already started to distance himself from the league
and especially from Shigaraki, but the prime was persistent. They were mates
after all, he didn’t think anything of it. So Dabi was forced to share the bed
with him from time to time.

He grabbed strands of his hair and shook his head. He wanted it to stop! He
didn’t want to think about all of that! Clumsily he got up to his feet and he
turned the water off. Carefully he left the shower, looked in the way to big
mirror – for his taste – and he saw the bump he still didn’t know exactly,
how to feel about it.

Dabi didn’t want to kill the child, not even he could be so cruel, but could
he ever love it? It was his child too. He clenched his jaw and gripped one of
the towels. Carefully he rubbed over his body and dried himself off. He slipped
back into his cloths and made his way out of the bathroom. He walked into the
kitchen and looked for something to eat. He wasn’t really hungry, but he knew
that he had to eat something.

His hands were still rubbing over his belly. His limbs were aching a little bit,
he really hated it. He made himself some cornflakes and moved to the living
room. He turned on the TV. He zapped through the channels but there wasn’t
anything interesting at all.

When he was done eating, he placed the bowl on the couch table. He then leaned
his head against the headrest and closed his eyes, hands constantly rubbing over
his belly.

He bit on his lower lip as he tried to keep the memories away. No, he didn’t
want to think about all of that any longer! He was free now! Well … except for
the bond mark. He would never be truly free, he knew that. He already regretted
it. Shigaraki hadn’t forced him to mate him, but they knew each other for not
even two months. Just because they fucking heat shared one time … They were
both drunk at that time, drunk and horny, but now he had to live with the
consequences.

It was his fault from the beginning … if he hadn’t shared his heat with
Shigaraki, maybe nothing of this would have happened. But he never had seen a
prime alpha before. He was curious.

In his youth he had a lot – really a lot – of different alphas. He never
really had a problem with rough sex, but still, now the thought of that night
haunted him.

He turned the television off, some news reports about Endeavor, he didn’t need
to see that. He sat on the couch for a while. But it was dangerous, with nothing
to do, his thoughts could wander. He didn’t want that. He wasn’t used to
doing nothing at all.



                                  Kapitel 4: 
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Dabi wandered around in the house, the winged hero even had a gym in it. How
rich was he, the villain wondered. He also had a room full of movies, not quite
a home cinema but close.

Not even at Endeavors house, they had something like that. Dabi wondered, when
he had been to the movies the last time, he remembered, he seen one with Natsuo,
so long ago. It was a kids movie, they were kids after all, he still remembered
the happiness in his brothers eyes.

He had seen some post-apocalyptic movie with one of his alphas, it was shortly
after they had heat shared for the first time. They had been pretty rough and
they wanted to make it up to him, with more blood and violence …

His fingers moved over the Blu Ray cases and he looked for something to watch.

«Dabi, what are you doing?» He heard the voice of the prime alpha, from
somewhere behind him, a shiver ran down his spine. «Do you think you can run
from me?»

Slowly, the omega turned around, no one was with him in the room. «You should
know, that you are mine!» It came again from somewhere behind him, which was
impossible, because the shelves with Blu Rays were in his back.

He flinched, when he could feel hands over his body. «Come back to me! I know
that you can’t be without me!» Shigaraki was whispering in his ears. «You
need me, you are mine!»

“No, stop it! You’re not real, this is just in my head!” Dabi grabbed his
arms with his hands and he turned around to the shelves again, just to prove to
himself that the prime alpha was not there.

«I am in your whole body, I flow through your veins, I am right here, in your
belly, where your pup is growing …» His voice was hypnotizing, even in his
head he used his alpha commands.

“Fucking stop it! Leave me alone!” Dabi’s palms got hotter and he pressed
his right hand on his left forearm, burning even more of the already burned to a
crisp skin. He mostly didn’t feel the pain anymore, he was so used to it by
now.

Quickly he rushed over to his bedroom, he banged the door shut and he glided on
his socks over to the closet, he needed the safety of his nest! He grabbed the
blankets and wrapped them around himself like a cocoon. «Still trying to escape
me …» He closed the door of the closet shut and the voice faded from his
mind.

His whole body was shaking violently, he made himself as small as possible. He
felt incredibly cold, his breathing was heavy, he felt a panic attack coming,
hands all over his body.

His head was spinning, he couldn’t think straight anymore, he tried to stay
calm and breathe regularly but it was of absolutely no use, he was overwhelmed
by his emotions. Blood was seeping out from under the patches of his eyes.

 

 

 

Dread was rising in Dabi’s chest, when he heard the low growl of the prime
alpha, he only wanted to bring Shigaraki some food, none of the others was
willing to go into the primes den, even though they all knew that Dabi was close
to his heat, he was already leaking out the spicy scent. It was more dangerous
for him, as for anyone else.

Yet, he was here now, face to face with his mate who had lost it after a bite
from some omegan bitch. The prime looked at him with red, bloodshot eyes, he was
on his bed, Dabi felt like a deer in the headlights. Shigaraki was a predator,
and he was the prey, at least it felt like that in the moment.

“You’re going into heat” Shigaraki commented, his voice was deep and it
sent shivers down his spine.

“Yeah, that’s why I want to do that quick. Here’s your food” He put the
plate on the bedside table, he wanted to leave again, but Shigaraki grabbed him
by the wrist.

“But why, you are my mate, forgot about that?” he pulled Dabi closer.

“The fuck are you doing?! I don’t want to sleep with you when you’re this
crazy!” Dabi hissed. He tried to break free, but Shigaraki pulled him closer,
before Dabi realized what was going on, his back hit the mattress and his hands
got left and right pinned next to his head. Shigaraki’s body weight pressed
his legs down. The prime was so fucking big.

“Don’t disobey me, omega” his eyes started to glow red.

Dabi could feel the weight of the alpha voice, it sounded doubled, an even
deeper voice was beneath his normal voice, his omega reacted strongly to the
call of his mate. But the problem was, Dabi didn’t want it. He felt like his
guts were turning.

A foul stench was seeping out when Shigaraki towered over him, he looked down at
him, before he leaned over and forcefully pressed his lips on Dabi’s. The
omega tried to shake his head, but one of Shigaraki’s hands grabbed him by the
chin and held him still. The prime forced his tongue into Dabi’s mouth.

“I know you want it, stay still!” He straight up alpha commanded him.
Dabi’s heart sunk when he heard the doubled voice of the prime alpha. He could
withstand normal alphas, but not primes. His body went stiff and he couldn’t
move anymore. Panic set in, when he realized that his heat came faster. He could
feel the gut pains of his pre-heat.

Shigaraki stuck his tongue out and he licked over Dabi’s chin and his lips.
Dabi could taste the bitterness that was his venom mixed in his saliva, his eyes
were glowing stronger. Shigaraki grabbed his shirt and ripped it open, his hand
trailed over the wrinkled, deep purple skin of Dabi’s chest.

“Stop it!” Dabi snarled, even though he couldn’t move, he could still
talk.

“Don’t be a fucking bitch, you want it too, your body clearly tells me
yes!” Shigaraki bit down at the junction of Dabi’s shoulder and neck, where
the bond mark over his scent gland was. Dabi let out a pained groan.

His body reacted heavily to the venom, that Shigaraki injected into him. His
pre-heat was working in overdrive now to get him ready for the prime alpha. Dabi
tried to stop his body, but he knew that it was useless.

Shigaraki ripped down the omegas pants, he had a sickening smile on his face
when he saw the slick that was already seeping through Dabi’s underwear.
“You’re my fucking bitch … you’re lying to me, that you don’t want it,
but I see through you!” His voice sounded more and more animalistic.

“I don’t want it!” Dabi hissed again, he tried so hard to move his body
but the command was too strong. It was as if tons of invisible steel were
pressing down on him. He was helpless when Shigaraki pulled down the last bit of
clothing that still covered him. More pain rushed through his body, as
Shigaraki’s pheromones got stronger and sped up his pre-heat, his body wanted
to get ready and he hated it. “Fucking stop!”

The prime alpha snarled, baring his teeth at him, venom was dripping down.
“Don’t say that, Dabi, you’re my mate, it’s my job to help you through
your heat.”

“But I don’t want to! Let me go!” He felt more dread rising inside of him
when Shigaraki grabbed his legs and pushed them open …

 

 

 

 

Hawks came home from his shopping trip, he got everything except for a doctor,
this frustrated him. He opened the door of his house and he could immediately
smell the distressed scent of a pregnant omega. The sour pheromones impregnated
the air and seeped out of the bedroom through the whole living room and
kitchen.

Keigo rushed over to Dabi’s quarters, he opened the door and he had to cover
his nose because the stench was so bad. “Dabi!” He called out, he placed the
bags next to the door and he walked closer to the closet. He knocked against the
door, he didn’t want to scare Dabi more than absolutely necessary. He heard
whimpering and he just couldn’t stand to hear it. He opened the doors and he
squatted down. “Dabi!” he repeated. He grabbed the edge of the blanket that
covered up the villain and pulled it aside.

Dabi snapped out of it, he gasped and with scared eyes he looked around, he
still seemed so far away. “Dabi, can you hear me?” He snapped one time with
his fingers to get his attention. Dabi’s pupils snapped towards the sound, his
breathing was still rigid and he had trouble of staying in the present.

“What happened?” Keigo asked, he wanted to grab the villain, but he
remembered that the other omega didn’t like touches.

“S-Shigaraki … I … I heard him over the mating bond …” Dabi murmured,
when he had collected himself enough.

Keigo gritted his teeth. “He’s not here! He can’t find you here” he
reassured the distraught omega.

“I know … but it’s confusing, it feels so real. I know it’s in my mind
but I can’t do nothing against it …” He was still shivering like leaves in
a storm.

“I’m sorry that I am unable to do something against it” Hawks apologized.

“Bullshit … I don’t need your pity, it’s my fault anyway, for ever
mating him in the first place” Dabi’s voice got harsh.

“It was a mistake and now you get punished for it, that’s not fair, this was
completely out of your control!” Hawks looked him in the eyes.

The distressed omega looked down, his hand was rubbing over his belly and he
started to purr, to soothe himself. He shook his head. “I don’t want to
think about it. Did you get the stuff for me?” He changed the topic, he was so
sick of thinking about Shigaraki.

Keigo raised his eyebrows, he exhaled, and nodded. He didn’t want to push
Dabi, if the villain wasn’t ready. “Yeah, I got some things for you” with
the help of his feathers, he brought the bags over. Only the ones for Dabi
though, he didn’t want him to accidentally stumble over the Endeavor merch.

Dabi was rummaging through the bags, still purring, he pulled the blankets and
pillows out and immediately started to scent them, this way he had to
concentrate and the sour, distressed scent got less and more of the peppermint
scent of his came back. After that he started to place the items in his nest.
“Thanks …” he murmured.

“Not a problem” Keigo watched him preparing the nest, he had started to purr
as well, just to help him calm down.

After a while, Dabi seemed to be done. He crawled now out of the closet, he had
a hoodie in his hands and he wanted to change into it. His current one was
drenched in his distressed scent and it was uncomfortable.

“So … you got like any luck with the doctor?” Dabi tried to change the
topic again.

“Uh, no, unfortunately not.” Hawks scratched the back of his head.

“I expected that …” He sighed. He pulled Keigo’s pullover over his head
and changed into the new hoodie, thankfully it was very big and he almost
completely disappeared in it, he purred somewhat happily. After that he sat back
into his nest. “Much better …” He wrapped the new fluffy blankets round
himself and he leaned back.

“Should I leave you alone?” Keigo asked.

Dabi hesitated for a few moments. “Yes, but if I start to get nightmares
again, can you wake me?”

“Of course!” the winged hero promised.

“Thanks …” Dabi exhaled, he was still a bit scared to go back to sleep,
but he didn’t want to do anything else. He was so exhausted, he just wanted to
do nothing. He wrapped himself tighter in the blankets and leaned back in his
nest, Hawks closed the door carefully and Dabi was submerged in darkness again.
This time however it felt different, he felt a lot safer than before.

He still purred to keep himself calm, this time, Shigaraki didn’t linger in
the back of his head, and he was grateful for that.




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